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Exhaustion + wings = free free free!

Peter Gelderloos delivers a manifesto of radical hope that refuses to separate personal survival from political revolution, arguing that the only viable path forward is to abandon the illusion that state institutions will solve the ecological crisis. While most climate coverage fixates on policy tweaks or corporate pledges, Gelderloos offers a stark alternative: a network of grassroots resistance that operates outside the machinery of the very governments hosting global climate summits.

The Lie of Green Growth

Gelderloos frames the upcoming COP30 conference not as a solution, but as a "masked ball where governments and capitalists dance around questions of climate change and ecocide while making themselves a whole bunch of money." This reframing is crucial; it strips away the performative diplomacy that often dominates environmental reporting. The author argues that the prevailing narrative of "green growth" is fundamentally deceptive, noting that in both theory and practice, "more green energy actually leads to an increase in fossil fuel production." This counter-intuitive claim challenges the mainstream assumption that technological substitution alone can decouple economic expansion from environmental destruction.

Exhaustion + wings = free free free!

The piece suggests that the real work of survival is happening in the shadows, far from the spotlight of international summits. Gelderloos highlights "effective, intersectional, anticolonial initiatives around the world that are restoring communities, healing ecosystems, mitigating the poisonous effects of capitalism, and making our collective survival more likely." These groups operate despite "few resources, marginalization by the media and academia, and police repression." This focus shifts the reader's attention from the top-down policy debates to the bottom-up reality of those already living the solution.

"We're outgunned a million to one... Our ideas are so much more compelling than theirs, because they're truthful, and hopeful, and empowering, but they won't spread all by themselves."

Critics might argue that dismissing state-level engagement entirely ignores the leverage that international agreements can provide for local movements. However, Gelderloos's point is not that policy is irrelevant, but that relying on the state to fix the crisis it helped create is a dangerous distraction. The author posits that waiting for the state to prioritize the planet is a trap, stating, "the whole idea that states and capitalists would even be capable of addressing the causes of the ecological crisis at that mythical point in the future when they decide it's something they want to prioritize... [is a lie]."

The Human Cost of Resistance

The commentary takes a deeply personal turn, weaving the author's own exhaustion and health struggles into the broader political argument. Gelderloos describes a grueling schedule of driving a bus for ten hours, working fourteen-hour days, and undergoing medical procedures, noting, "I'm not sure how I'll pay for [my MRI] next time, since I'll probably be losing Medicaid with the cutbacks." By grounding the political in the physical, the author illustrates the tangible toll of living under a system that prioritizes profit over human well-being.

This section serves as a reminder that the "revolution" is not an abstract concept but a daily practice of endurance. The author writes, "Even a creature with wings needs a little help to take off, whether it's the example of someone else flying, or just the faint whisper of a favorable wind." This metaphor underscores the necessity of community support in the face of overwhelming odds. The argument is that survival is a collective act, not an individual one.

Gelderloos also addresses the psychological toll of the current era, suggesting that despair is a natural reaction to the scale of the crisis. The author urges readers to "figure out how to survive the despair in periods of reaction and pacification," rather than waiting for a singular insurrectionary moment. This pragmatic approach to mental health as a political tool is a distinctive feature of the piece, offering a way to sustain activism without burning out.

"We do this work—whether it's videos, researching, writing—out of passion, out of anger, out of crazy optimism that things might be better, out of the fierce commitment to remember our ghosts."

Beyond the State

The piece concludes by outlining a vision of organization that bypasses traditional hierarchies. Gelderloos promotes the idea that "rooted networks can help us figure out and build the best solution for the specific conditions we face," rather than relying on a one-size-fits-all policy. This emphasis on local autonomy and adaptability stands in stark contrast to the centralized, bureaucratic approaches often favored by the executive branch and international bodies.

The author critiques the censorship and infrastructure built by big tech and the far right, noting how "the far Right won over the last decade and a half to get away with the blanket censorship we're all facing now." This observation highlights the institutional barriers to spreading dissenting ideas, reinforcing the need for alternative distribution networks. Gelderloos encourages readers to "spread these radical fuckin videos everywhere you can," framing the act of sharing information as a direct challenge to the status quo.

Critics might note that the reliance on voluntary, decentralized networks can struggle to achieve the scale necessary for systemic change. Yet, the author's argument is that the current system is already failing at scale, and that the only viable path is to build something new from the ground up. The piece ends with a call to action that is both personal and political: "Pick up a glass of your favorite drink, take a deep breath, imagine the world we're moving towards, and give a toast: to Abundance!"

Bottom Line

Gelderloos's most compelling argument is that the ecological crisis cannot be solved by the same systems that created it, and that true hope lies in the marginalized communities already practicing radical sustainability. The piece's greatest vulnerability is its potential to alienate readers who believe in the necessity of state-level reform, but its strength lies in its unflinching honesty about the limits of current institutions and the urgent need for grassroots alternatives.

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by Peter Gelderloos · Surviving Leviathan · Read full article

We’re outgunned a million to one...

Are you feeling it, things are just too heavy today? Then just scroll down, click on that link for the beautiful sub.media video or Margaret’s talented reading of some speculative fiction, and come back to the rest of this newsletter another day. It’s all good. Breathe. Feel the cool air way way above the earth.

Sorry I haven’t written anything in a while! I’ve been moving, then immediately after unpacking, packing up again for a temporary move for a temporary out-of-town job, while trying to finish the articles I did my research for this summer about the Chesapeake Bay and the lie of green growth, while going through a really intensive but oh-so-healpful cycle of therapy, and on the side, preparing for a big huge trip to Brazil to work with some comrades there – anarchists, organized workers, communities belonging to the Landless Workers Movement, and (to be clear all of these categories overlap) members of the Ka’apor and other Amazonian indigenous peoples. We’ve set our sights on the COP30, that masked ball where governments and capitalists dance around questions of climate change and ecocide while making themselves a whole bunch of money. Last year, the official conference for powerful institutions to make empty promises on climate change was in Azerbaijan, a petrostate that was at that moment actively engaged in ethnic cleansing.

Basically, me and the folks in Brazil want to take all these lies, the whole idea that states and capitalists would even be capable of addressing the causes of the ecological crisis at that mythical point in the future when they decide it’s something they want to prioritize, and blow that shit out of the water. While also highlighting all the effective, intersectional, anticolonial initiatives around the world that are restoring communities, healing ecosystems, mitigating the poisonous effects of capitalism, and making our collective survival more likely. And they do this despite few resources, marginalization by the media and academia, and police repression.

So anyways, yeah, some big things going on over here.

I remember there was a Sunday the other week when I worked 14 hours straight, cleaning and fixing things at home, dealing with stupid bureaucracies, then writing and researching and conducting an interview. That night I only slept 4 hours, mostly because of ongoing health problems. Then I got up at 6 in the morning and drove the ...