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Falling into luminosity

In an era where self-help gurus treat attention like a muscle to be flexed, Wayfare offers a startlingly different diagnosis: our inability to focus is not a failure of discipline, but a crisis of embodiment. This piece argues that the modern obsession with "deep work" ignores the messy, physical reality of being human, suggesting that true attention arrives not through force of will, but through a surrender to the body's needs.

The Myth of the Disciplined Mind

Wayfare begins by dismantling the prevailing narrative found in bestsellers by Johann Hari, Jennie Odell, and Cal Newport. These authors, the piece notes, treat attention as a "muscle that we build up through sustained, consistent exertion." The editors argue this framing is fundamentally flawed because it reduces a complex human experience to a matter of productivity. "But fractured attention is not only an intellectual problem with economic consequences; it is also a bodily problem with spiritual consequences," the article asserts. This shift in perspective is crucial. It moves the conversation away from the guilt of scrolling too much and toward the reality that our bodies are constantly demanding to be heard.

Falling into luminosity

The piece leans heavily on the poetry of Lance Larsen to illustrate this point. In his poem "In a Room with Seventeen Rembrandts," the narrator visits the Louvre hoping to experience "Renaissance luminosity." Instead, he is pinned to the moment by a bored child sketching herself on a whiteboard. The child's distraction becomes the narrator's distraction. Wayfare highlights the irony that the poet, seeking to focus on the masterpieces, is instead captivated by the "erasable face" and the "little girl feet, squirming, as if she had to pee."

"Yet what pins me to this moment is an erasable face. And little girl feet, squirming, as if she had to pee, as if we all did, as if our sentence, even in the most storied of European cities, remains unchanged: keep the body happy."

This observation is the piece's most potent insight. It suggests that no amount of mental discipline can override the biological imperative to eat, sleep, or use the restroom. The editors note that we "build salons to store the destruction of time, then pretend to float above it all," ignoring that "some days beauty wears me out." This is a necessary corrective to the "attention economy" which demands we treat our minds as separate from our physical selves.

The Paradox of Will and Grace

The commentary then pivots to a deeper philosophical question: Is attention an act of will, or a gift? Wayfare explores the "first paradox" of attention: "the more we try to pay attention, the more we get in the way of paying attention to anything but our own attention." The piece draws on literature scholar David Marno's work on prayer, noting that "vocal prayer's challenge is that the very words it contains threaten to scatter the attention that may have existed in the original intention to pray."

This historical context adds weight to the argument. Just as medieval theologians debated the efficacy of vocal versus mental prayer, modern readers struggle with the mechanics of focus. The editors suggest that the modern conception of the self, rooted in the mind-body dualism of Descartes and Locke, has led us to view attention failures as "failures to properly exercise the capacity of instrumental reason."

"Attention, which seems like an act of will, often comes to us by grace, a divine gift of opening our eyes to something in the world we did not perceive clearly before."

This reframing is radical. It implies that the solution to distraction isn't a better app or a stricter schedule, but an openness to the unexpected. The poem's narrator, unable to focus on the Rembrandts, finds a "serendipitous, ecstatic encounter" with the bored child. The child's boredom, initially a barrier to art, becomes the very thing that grounds the poet in reality. Wayfare argues that this "mischievous, joyful" encounter is more valuable than the "dime-a-dozen" masterpieces on the wall.

Critics might argue that this romanticization of distraction undermines the very real need for deep focus in a complex world. If we surrender agency to the "grace" of the moment, do we risk becoming passive observers in our own lives? The piece acknowledges this tension but suggests that the "impossibility of action becomes a norm of action" when we seek genuine connection rather than control.

"Look at her," the poem begins, but it could just as easily have begun, "Ignore her. Focus on the paintings." The paintings are what the poet is there for, after all. Why should he turn his attention to anything else?

The editors answer this by pointing to the "embodied empathy" found in certain theological traditions, where the body is seen as essential to perceiving truth. "Art depends on the notion that the body is deeply involved in processing, perceiving, and apprehending any object that its senses can perceive," the piece notes. This aligns with the historical reality of the Louvre, where millions of visitors, much like the Rembrandts themselves, are subject to the same physical constraints of fatigue and hunger.

The Bottom Line

Wayfare's argument is a compelling antidote to the productivity porn that dominates our cultural conversation. Its strongest move is reframing attention not as a scarce resource to be hoarded, but as a relational act that requires us to acknowledge our shared physical vulnerability. The piece's biggest vulnerability lies in its reliance on poetic abstraction; while the metaphor of the bored child is powerful, it offers little practical guidance for those trying to navigate a world designed to fragment their focus. Nevertheless, the core insight remains vital: we cannot think deeply if we refuse to feel our feet squirming.

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Falling into luminosity

by Various · Wayfare · Read full article

This essay appeared in Wayfare issue 7.

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Our attention has fractured. Consider three recent books: Johann Hari’s Stolen Focus: Why You Can’t Pay Attention—and How to Think Deeply Again (2023), Jennie Odell’s How to Do Nothing: Resisting the Attention Economy (2020), and Cal Newport’s Deep Work: Rules for Focused Success in a Distracted World (2016). All of them agree that smartphones and digital media have done serious damage to our ability to sustain attention, hurting our productivity, creativity, and relationships. These experts offer advice on how to reclaim our attention: get more sleep, put away smartphones, set limits on social media, go on long walks. This advice tends to underscore fractured attention as resulting from lost capacity and a lack of discipline. They treat attention like a muscle that we build up through sustained, consistent exertion.

But fractured attention is not only an intellectual problem with economic consequences; it is also a bodily problem with spiritual consequences. In a beautiful essay for Wayfare, Michael Austin describes attention as a sacrament, writing that “in a culture whose most valuable resource is attention, concentrating wholly on God requires... sacrifice. Where your attention is, there will your heart be also.” The poet Mary Oliver sums it up beautifully in her declaration, “Attention is the beginning of devotion.”

Lance Larsen’s poem “In a Room with Seventeen Rembrandts”1 frames the spiritual problem of attention in compelling terms:

Look at her, a seven-year-old sketching herself—on a portable whiteboard, in the Louvre. Lacking a mirror, she touches her ear then draws, pulls at a braided pigtail as if straightening a snake, lays down three twisted lines. Now her eyes, now the freckled paradox of her nose. A demanding operation, taking her face apart in three dimensions and reassembling it in two, until even her crooked mouth disappears into art.

She adds crocodile tears and the word BORED to her picture, then both visages of despair make a circuit of the room. Three patrons look away in French, one ignores in Italian, one clicks by wafting a Dutchy perfume. How can my American nod of encouragement make any difference? Still, I offer it up. I have traveled half a planet and a case of jet lag to fall into Renaissance luminosity. Yet what pins me to this moment is an erasable face. And little girl feet, squirming, as if she had to pee, as if we all ...